Wednesday, 29 October 2014

Amnesia

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

Monday, 20 October 2014

Kursus Kahwin

Aisehman. Eh before itu, Assalamualaikum.


I dont know, aku bukan kaki blogger. Tapi tiba tiba rasa nak menulis sesuatu.  And rasa nak cerita pasal kursus kahwin yang aku attend last weekend. Penat tapi alhamdulillah berbaloi.
Aku bukan nak cerita keseronokan merasa orang yang acah acah nak kahwin ni tapi ilmu dia. Even pasal kahwin pun masih ilmu jugak kan.

First, tak usahlah aku cerita pasal keseronokan lepas kahwin. Kat sini aku nak tekankan few things not only pasal kahwin tp to be a human being pun kena ada benda ni.

first and foremost, bersyukur. Kita syukur sikit Allah beri lagi. Syukur kat sini means jangan tengok hidup orang lain lebih dari kita. Ada kaya harta takde anak. Ada kaya harta anak pandai tp hidup tak bahagia. Manusia tak sempurna. Syukur, Allah beri lebih.

Then, berhenti mengumpat. Berhenti cari salah orang. Start to cari hina sendiri. Nak nasihat boleh, tapi before nasihat, buat dulu. Sebab tu Allah uji apa kita cakap.

Menghargai. Belajarlah menghargai orang sekeliling. Ada manusia bila dah ada boyfie dah tak nampak kebaikan rakan yang selalu bantu dia. Hargai semua ya? :)

Itu jehlah kot. malas fikir dah sebab bila teringat, rindu pulak. Dahlah yang pergi semua nak kahwin dah tapi aku je.. HAHA doakan aje. Midterms pun beratur..

Kalau ada yang baca, aku cadangkan semua pergi kursus kahwin yang aku pergi ni sebab sangat best and their hospitality sangat bagus. Tempat makanan layanan semua bagus!


http://kursus-kahwin.org/


adigos. salam